Sunday, July 17, 2011

Well I date this man who in all ways appears to be a skin head (i am hispanic)?

He has a shaved head, swastika symbols, 14/88 and many other tattoos on his body, wears the steel toed boots and such but says his tattoos have diff meanings. He says he deeply into vikings and valhalla is a big thing to him. The way he looks at minorities at times looks so hateful, He doesn't always share with me what he is thinking. I am hispanic and my child is hispanic and black, He says we are the best thing to ever happen to him and that I am the best, most beautiful woman he has ever encountered in every way. He seems so very sincere but at times i wonder if my race ever matters to him. He refuses admittance to any association to skinhead, white supremacy or any other form or organization ever at any point in his life, he says he is non denominational and unaffiliated. His friends have the same tattoos he has and i believe he tells me this to avoid me looking at him any differently. He does admit to thinking very highly of his white race and has allot of pride in it but that is all he will admit to. I KNOW and i can feel there is far more into his tattoos and such but a part of me feels i should just leave it alone, people change, he obviously loves me and my child very much...but a part of me wants to know the truth of his past beliefs and such. Should i just let curiosity die and let it go or should i really question him about his past and the true meaning to him of his tattoos?

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